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[02 Dec 2004|02:21pm]
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I will be in contact with the people that I'd like to be on my new friends list.
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[01 Dec 2004|02:13pm]
Friends cut. I don't read what you say anymore.


Stuff that probably should be private.Collapse )
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[28 Nov 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Stop.










There is a subtle voice whispering "... all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose."

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I don't have much time. [24 Nov 2004|05:41pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I've decided that I'm really thankful for
my car, candice's large coffee mug, portable music, christian rodgers, harry potter, herbal tea, purevolume.com, an older sister, candice smith, my journal, chaplar and beerman, choral music, the ability to make music, traffic lights, the ability to smile, the internet, my past, spoons, polite people, digital cameras, kevin smith, acoustic guitars, shooting stars, dreams
and shawna, steph, sara, carrie, mel, courtney, donna, mommy, ray, pastor gary, elliott, paul, joey, skyler
and Jesus, maybe.


And that's it.




Oh. And that bear that I've had since forever. I love that bear.
OH. And Turtle.

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[18 Nov 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

UP THE DOWN STAIRCASE.
Friday and Saturday @ 7:30
in the Macdonald Auditorium
at Crescenta Valley High School
$5.00 at the door




Don't be a loser, go see it.
500+ people did earlier tonight.
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[15 Nov 2004|10:40pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Paraphrased story-
Choir girl #1: Why do we spend so much time on sight-singing? Slim, tell her we need to work on our songs.
Choir girl #2: Yeah, you're the president. Take some action!!
Holly: The only action she is going to take is with a gun.






GOOD NEWS: Car Keys = FOUND!
BAD NEWS: Macbeth Essay = TONIGHT.

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What's another word for desperate? [14 Nov 2004|08:25am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I was going to post a picture, but then I decided not to.


It was my birthday on Friday, it was tons of fun. I got some presents. HAHA. Um, oh, and

Straylight Run and Say Anything absolutely ruled my life oh my goodness they were so good I can't even get over it. So much intensity, so much energy. John Nolan only two feet away singing his little heart out and Max Bemis going insane omgomgomg.


So that's good. And I sang like I thought no one was listening, for the record.


Yesterday wasn't very good, but that's okay. People at church love me too much, it's scary. CHRIS, WHY DID YOU GIVE ME FIFTY DOLLARS, YOU LIKE DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! :( It kind of made me sad reading his card. Geez, I'm so not going to Westmont now.

And today is church. So that's good. WHERE ARE MY CAR KEYS?!?!? :( :( I'm gonna die.

Cheerio.
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[11 Nov 2004|09:14pm]
All the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily.




It's so strange when someone's emotions impact mine so much.
I am swayed.
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[04 Nov 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

MON ANNIVERSAIRE: A WEEK FROM FRIDAY.
I don't even think I know what Mr. John Nolan looks like.


Thoughts that have been running around:

01)Poor kitty.

02)Even if you don't seem to be the nicest guy in the world, I can still think you're absolutely gorgeous. I don't like Underoath anyway. GOSH.

03)I've become mean. I don't know when it happened, but it did.

04)Macbeth, why do you have to be so stupid?.

05) No matter how early I work on it, homework is never ever completed until the next day in the class before the one it's due in.


..I think that's it for now.
And I just want to say a little something:
Sara - Your icon of us is so great, I love you. HUGS.
Carrie - Thanks for hearing me gush at rehearsal today :X
Joey - I swear I will get that letter to you someday

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FALL ON YOUR FACE [28 Oct 2004|05:21am]
[ mood | happy and angry ]

I want ICMAM for my birthday, I dooooo.

Coffee Talk went well yesterday night.. even though it kind of didn't. :X
That's okay. It was cute to see how excited/nervous? we were backstage.
Who cares if we completely screwed up that one song. Or two.

It even hailed (I'm not sure if that's even how you spell it but I'm not looking it up so whatever) yesterday. There were rivers. Right outside my car door. I was in up to my ankles, maybe a little higher.

Mrs. Alderman wants to start a show choir. I don't know about you, but- GROSS.

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[26 Oct 2004|08:59pm]
I'm reading through my friends page and I'm just so UNINTERESTED.
Sorry.


It's pouring outside. Also known as: heaven on earth.
So at least that's a good thing.
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[24 Oct 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | envious ]

I've decided to leave you all and move to Santa Barbara to live on-campus at College With Botanical Gardens And Duck Ponds And Fountains And Rich Estates And Everything You Could Ever Imagine Green And Beautiful, or simply, Westmont. I went there Friday and it was absolutely breathtaking. It kind of reminded me of La Cañada, only larger and less curvyer and 5 minutes away from the beach. I'm only kidding, I haven't decided anything.

I still have mountains of homework, and it's almost 10:00. And I'm getting sleepy even though I had all the sleep in the world this weekend.

DTASC WILL BE THE END OF MY LIFE. :(


Oh-- any opinions on what happened to Ashlee Simpson on SNL?
And if you don't know what I'm talking about, shame on you for not watching Jude Law.

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[23 Oct 2004|10:42am]
[ mood | grumpy ]

what wings (10:39:51 AM): what do you reckon Zachary Hanson, my actual souldmate, did last night?
For evangeline (10:41:07 AM): got drunk and smoked beers.
what wings (10:41:14 AM): LMAO



Last night we went to a football game. It was dumb, but they won! which was cool. You know. We got to see people socialize. GOSH CV IS LIKE THE TOO-COOL-FOR-YOU SCHOOL. Read also: Trevor Bell and Chris Castellani.
Hahha maybe I'll get in trouble for naming names.

I'm supposed to be flooded with homework.
The curler is still on. !!!!!!

Oh. Did I mention that I'm in possession of a StraylightRunSayAnythingAtTheHOBonMyBirthday ticket? Yeah. So if you were planning on surprising me on the actual day of my birthday, better luck next time. OH WAIT, the thought never even crossed your mind. :) Never expect people to be cool to you.

My room must be on fire by now.

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[20 Oct 2004|10:13pm]
I AM EXPLODING WITH ANGER.

Don't ever think people will be cool to you because no matter what, despite any circumstances, regardless of any pasts, EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS BE A DISAPPOINTMENT. Everything will always be your fault. You will be persecuted, shot down, and burned to death even if you are innocent. Any happy feeling you have at this very moment will soon be dismissed like AN ABORTED BABY and you will have nothing.

So what the hell do you cling onto?
I know the answer to this question.
It's just a matter of reminding myself every second of this polluted air.
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[17 Oct 2004|04:41pm]
THIS PROVIDENCE.
CANDICE, HOW DO YOU DO THESE THINGS.


I don't know if you noticed, but I even cried when we were listening to "Our Flag Is White" this morning. What the heck. My new favorite band. I dunno.



[Edit at 12:07am]: Say Anything is playing at HOB with Straylight Run, Hot Rod Circut, and Northstar. Candice and I don't want to pay for parking. Darn you and your valet parking, HOB.
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[16 Oct 2004|11:11pm]
The clock on the computer says 11:11pm, but I left my room 10 minutes ago and then it had said 11:11pm. This time yesterday, Candice and I were coming back from the Palladium.

Fallout Boy is for scenesters.Collapse )

I also visited Biola University(one of the colleges I'm appling to) on Friday. It was nice.

I wanted to post a picture of some sort but I'm tired.
This Providence is Christian. That's so cute.
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[14 Oct 2004|10:55pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Gosh, I'm tired.

FOB SHOW TOMORROW.
omg omg omg, the fobs.
Hahaha.

I'm also skipping school to visit Biola. I might go there in the fall next year.

I just finished a 1300 word essay. It was fun for most of the time.

I have more to say, just not at the moment.

"Holly, when are you going to type myyy thiiiing?" Mother says.
thing - noun. see also: FREAKING LONG RESUME.
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[06 Oct 2004|09:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

GUESS WHAT.

Geez. I'm having like a freaking epiphany right now.
JESUS is like, really cool.
You don't even have to do anything, and He's still cool.
And He like, loves you even if you hate Him.
What's up with that?
People like, hate God and stuff, or they don't even believe God exists.
And yet there's still this love.

I don't know about you guys, but geez, Jesus really has it going on.
Even if like, things are sucky and you're all apprehensive about everything, that's okay because, I mean, Jesus loves you so He like-- despair isn't an option. Because who let's their child drown? We just have to take His hand.

And I love Him. LOVE. Like more than anything. Isn't that weird?

I got bored in third period.Collapse )

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[04 Oct 2004|02:57pm]

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[03 Oct 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | HEADACHEY ]

WOW. What a freaking weekend. I don't mean that in a good way.

Friday night was Coffee Talk. It was fun and laughable. First performance of the year, so I got a warm and fuzzy feeling inside when I was walking around backstage.

Saturday, I woke up, went to USC, and sat for (essentially) seven hours, six of which were filled with a series of SAT verbal questions and lectures. I also found out that the father of my very extremely close friend died of a heartattack on Friday. Yeah. WHAT THE EFF IS THAT ABOUT, GOD. We (Candice, Maureen, Tammy, Carrie, and I) also went to see Garden State again. It was strangely appropriate. I feel the need to apologize to Carrie for being so not fun. After I got home, I stayed up to watch Mean Girls and distract myself.

Sunday, I woke up, went to USC, and sat for (essentially) seven hours, six of which were filled with a series of SAT math questions and lectures. Before I left the house, I cried about Stephanie while listening to Steel Train's rendition of "Bridge Over Troubled Water" and writing a letter to her. Strange Boy With Hat sat next to me at the prepclass and I found out he got a 1410. I asked him what he saw when he looked at the carpet design and he said a flower pattern. He asked me what I saw and I said little monsters with open mouths. It took him at least a minute to see them. How screwed up is that. I came home and slept.

College plans?Collapse )

Lots of things suck, goodnight.

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